**发呆**
最近很爱发呆了，每次发呆都在想起回忆，朋友需要叫我几次我才回过神来...不懂搞什么鬼...今天，坐在巴士里，望着窗外，看见一对甜蜜的情侣在哪里打情骂俏，感觉很甜...今天对我来说不好不坏，其中一科的mid term成绩出了，我才拿了那一半的分数，真的有点大失所望...我不会让挫折占我便宜，就像我对你也一样...为了你，我会好好珍惜自己...没有我的岁月里，你要好好保重你自己...虽然我已不存在你的字典里，但我希望有一天我的名字会重浮你字典里...我应该去看翱翔吗？还是不应该...？如果你会出现在现场，我想我会到...你一定不会看见我但我一定会看见你...但听说你应该是不会去了？是真的吗？不能好好的走下去吗？都是我...Sorry,the blog tat u see now is she-based blog...pls don get frustrated...mayb u will get bored wit all kind of bullsh!t stuff which i am writting but it doesnt matter...its been a long long time u hav not quarrel wit me...its been a long long time i din heard a single word 4rom u...its been a long long time din heard u say goodnite n good morning like v used to...feel vry weird how come all this ting will happened...mayb v should not juz discuss dis problem anymore but vry sad my nite dream o day dream will bring me back to de past...its been a long long time...258 days without u...i wish i could u much longer,i noe u hav to go n i am not capable of doing anything to hold u back...do u noe how much stress i have facing along these period...it feels no gud at all for me...i chose to stay n giv u watever i could but u juz chose to leave n take away watever tat should b belongs to me...
honestly speaking i got blame u of put me through all those thing but now no anymore...hate makes me tired n u r not de one tat supposed to blame on...its me tat de one tat supposed to blame on...finally i noe how it feels when u see the one hu u love stand juz few meters in front of u but u can never approach him/her...juz same as wat happen in de drama...fortunately i was successfully withstand all de problems i am facing but still have an impact on it...all problems can b solve except one...repeating**nth gonna change my love for u**...sometimes i lie in de bed but cannot sleep at all...i spend almost one hour time in bed to tink...then i will automatically fall asleep...tis condition happened frequently,continuosly n torturing...i wish i can b de one tat take care beside u when u sick,buy u food whenever u feel hungry,cheer u up whenever u feel sad...all tis ting happen b4 but no anymore...i wish someone can really cheer me up but looks like a life which i hav now are not gonna to make it...once enuf 4 me...my wound nvr gonna to reveal as long as de cure are not there...
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