**苦**
真的，不知该说什么好了...今年的翱翔，你有参与吗？我其实很想报到，虽然说是在柔佛，我很想去看，不懂为了什么...你会出现与否都似乎没什么影响我的决定，然而心里倒是很希望你会出现...后来想想，翱翔刚好碰见你的考试，我想即使你多么想去也好，也应该放下念头努力考好成绩吧？这也证明了，我又见不到你了...快九个月了，我在你心中还存在吗？时间真的过的很快，你离开我不知不觉都那么久了，我仍然在等待...最近不知道老天爷在玩我还是什么的，老是让我把过去不好的回忆收集回来，真是混帐...有人说，拂去生命中不好的事情会招来好的事情...我说，拂去生命中好的事情会招来不好的事情...你是我生命中好的事情，正是被拂去了，现在有苦自己撑了...昨天，有个朋友说我整天只会想知道你那里发生什么事，却不懂得关心自己，我想这就是我吧...如果突然间下起大雨，而那时候刚好你在我身边，我会撑伞遮你，宁愿自己湿都不会让你湿...你知道的，我永远是那样...存在我脑海里的永远只会是烦恼...yesterday nite indirectly saw my fren's msn pm status song title is ''if you seek amy''...my 1st impression is wow!!!!wat the f***...i am now seeking 4 amy,the one hu always show tat sweet smile to me...she will share my anger happy n all de emotion stuff wit me...sometimes i have a vry silly tinking,i wish i can invisible so tat i can everynite sit beside ur bed n watch u until u fall asleep...when u get up in de morning,breakfast will b prepared bside ur bed...(caution:don tink of hamsap stuff!!!!)...no one will nvr noe wat are de feeling tat i am having now...no one will...i have try to b listener to everyone hu are having problems n i am glad to b de listener but there is onli one hu willing to b de listener to me tat is ME MYSELF...wat a disaster...really,i am missing u agn...vry...haih...wat can i do wor...nth wat...juz now there is one of my fren ask me how i noe about ao xiang?huh...?
i originally wan to ask him/her the one i love is addicted to ochestra so there is any reasons i donno ao xiang?XD...but i answer him/her i noe ao xiang held every year around april,tats all i answer...i noe u wont like to see me pretend like noe u vry well,i am NOT...i donno u at all...i am juz telling wat i saw n wat i feel...tats y i hate fake n lie...but anyway...nvm dy...past ler rite?i was envy other boys...even though after changing into fren from couple,they still sms each other,still will care 4 each other but de situation didnt happened 4 me...all news bout u juz missing like tat...then i nid to scratch my own face to ask fren around u to get ur recently news n some of them even get mad...i donno y...mayb u should have told them u will not b fren wit them if they tell me ur news...i hope tat u will not do tat coz the one i love will not ever do tat on me...**hoping**such a long time i havent listen to ur voice agn,such a long long time...ever since the day u left,i did not have de opportunity to hear ur voice agn...miss tat voice n smile so much...i am who i am,i still not change n will not change...hope tat one day i can catch up ur step agn as long as i am still breathing...
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